So today has been pretty rough so far. I have been missing my children and husband tremendously over the last few months. But as usual, I am pretty reserved about my emotions and have been going about the business of being a "Strong (not angry) Black woman". I know intellectually that this decision to be away from my family for my profession is both short term and a good plan for us. But emotionally, I miss them all. I miss my husband too much for words. Not having his comfort and presence is like dying a slow death. I miss seeing my children everyday, I miss reading them bedtime stories, I miss kissing them goodnight and tucking them in. I miss being a mom. The baby will be a year old in a couple of days. I can't believe that we won't be together for this celebration. Yep, today has been a rough day!
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Kandie,
Like I said, I don't know how you do it! Just know that you & Jason are in my prayers every night. I cannot imagine being away from each other that long. (I also pray for the Tates, b/c I see what a challenge it can sometimes be w/3 little ones!!) Everyone is making a sacrifice during this "season" of life. Thankfully, the rewards will be great in the end; however, I am positive it is difficult to keep that as the main focus. Keep looking to God as your main strength. I'll hug the boys for you!!
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