Determination is the name of the game for me lately. I am determined to get into a residency program, I am determined to be a good wife and mother, I am determined... But it is a lot harder to do than to say. I am also scared of not getting into a residency, scared of not being a good wife and mother...scared. It is so funny how when I am accountable to others I can excel but holding myself accountable to myself is difficult. Why is that? Knowing that there is a greater plan and a higher power makes it easier, but my need for control is hard to give up. I pray constantly for help in giving everything over to HIM, but that is also difficult. Regardless, I am determined because "Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart as working for the Lord, not for men". Col 3:23
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Determinaton...
Determination is the name of the game for me lately. I am determined to get into a residency program, I am determined to be a good wife and mother, I am determined... But it is a lot harder to do than to say. I am also scared of not getting into a residency, scared of not being a good wife and mother...scared. It is so funny how when I am accountable to others I can excel but holding myself accountable to myself is difficult. Why is that? Knowing that there is a greater plan and a higher power makes it easier, but my need for control is hard to give up. I pray constantly for help in giving everything over to HIM, but that is also difficult. Regardless, I am determined because "Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart as working for the Lord, not for men". Col 3:23
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Beautiful Utah
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I broke out the PhotoShop for a little while, but I need some more memory on my computer for it to really run smoothly. As far as determination, keep at it! Like I said before, you've come so far. You have a husband that loves you so much and three adorable kiddos!! You can do it!!!!!!!!!
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